Fear Of Flying (CHAPTER 4)

A WOODARA (WOOYOUNG+DARA) FANFIC

Dara’s POV

I was too surprised to move. Wooyoung’s lips were soft. It was a gentle kiss at first but it became harder for a while. I shut my eyes and felt his hand lifting my chin up. His hand slided to the back of my neck tangled in my hair. It was the first time Me and Wooyoung kissed ever since we dated. I lifted my hands to touch his face. His fingers lightly brushed my cheeks. Then he stopped. He jerked away from me, his hand on my shoulders. “Dara I’m sorry” he said as he looked down.

I put both of my hands and cupped his face “There’s nothing to be sorry about~~”

My phone rang. Ruining a precious moment between me and Wooyoung. I grabbed it from my pocket, It was CL. I suddenly felt nervous and answered it “Dara you need to come home now YG’s coming home soon, we didn’t know he’s going back to korea this early, sorry”

Oh shoot. I thought then sighed “Okay i’ll go back asap, thank you CL” I said.

I looked back at Wooyoung “I need to go back home, I’m sorry”

I saw his expression change into dismay “Is it YG?” he asked.

I sighed “Yes, We didn’t know he was going back this early from Hong Kong”

Then I smiled at him and gently brushed my lips to his for one last time. “Okay, That’s enough kissing” I giggled and stood up.

“Call me when you get home” He said

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I took a cab back to our dorm and rushed up to our apartment. It was kinda interesting that the driver didn’t know who I was, I guess that was good though.

Just infront of our apartment door I saw Minzy waiting for me. “Dara unnie, faster cmon, he’s on his way” She said as she opened the door for me. I rushed inside and saw Bom and CL. “Here, go change now” Bom said as she handed me clothes.

Bom is just like an older sister I never had, even though we’re like the same age. She’s the most experienced one when it comes to relationships but now she’s dating no one. She said she’s looking, but i guess no one caught her attention yet. I don’t know actually but I think Junsu or Taecyeon would suit her. I think Bom needs a nice tall guy to look after her.

I went to my room and quickly took of my black pants and and put on my sweat pants and an over-sized shirt. My normal house attire.

I went out of my room and was startled by who was standing infront of me. It was him. “the” YG. Our 2nd father. Yang Goon.

“Oh Dara, were you sleeping?” He said as we hugged each other.

I didn’t know what to say so I just smiled at him. I was nervous that he might find out I was out of the house.

“Papa YG, uh CL would like to show you something, she’s been working on a new type of music” Bom said dragging YG away from me. I sighed in relief.

“Yah! Dara!!!” I saw Taeyang running towards me. We almost fell down when he hugged me. It was a really tight hug all I could do was laugh. It was nice that Taeyang’s here. We’re really close. We do stupid stuff together, we’re childish and we’re both awkward. But he doesn’t know i’m dating Wooyoung, but i plan on telling him soon.

“So how are you doing?” he asked.

“I’m great, how bout you guys?”

“Just working on a new record. It’s been so long since we hung out and your birthday’s coming!” He said enthusiastically.

Yes, my birthday was coming. It’s funny that Taeyang knows but i’m doubting Wooyoung does.

“Yea, wow you remember”

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hi guys sorry if this chapter is kinda short, i’ll make it up to you on the next chapter -kat

Fear Of Flying (CHAPTER 3)

A WOODARA (WOOYOUNG+DARA) FANFIC

Dara’s POV

I shot Wooyoung a look and there we stood still, figuring out what to do next. “Can we take a picture with both of you?” the girl asked.

I forced a smile at them “Ah….would you like me to take a picture of the three of you instead? so both of you are in it at the same time, right?” I asked.

“Oh can you? Please?” She handed me her camera. “Thank you!” She said as they went beside Wooyoung.

I held the camera up “Okay, one two…” I looked at the small screen on the camera. The look on Wooyoung’s face says that he’s happy to be with his fans and that’s great. The tension I saw in his face when I walked in, simply faded away “….Three” and I clicked the camera.

“Thank You Wooyoung oppa” finally the long haired girl spoke. Deep inside my thoughts I knew that they were only after Wooyoung. I saw the other girl walk towards me “Thank You Dara unnie” she said as I handed her camera back.

“No problem” I smiled back. I caught the long haired girl hug Wooyoung and for a moment there I felt a hint of jealousy. My smile faded. It’s a ‘fan’ hug Dara, there’s nothing wrong with that I thought to myself. I saw Wooyoung looking at me “I guess we have to go now” he said to the two girls who were smiling widely because of happiness and he flashed them one last smile “Thank you guys”.

Wooyoung walked towards me. My heart skipped a beat when he suddenly grabbed my hand gently like no one was watching and pulled me beside him as we walked to the door. I heard the two girls gasp behind us. I glanced back at them and saw their faces like they’ve seen a ghost. I smiled back at them and said “It was nice meeting you guys”. The next thing I knew, Me and Wooyoung walked out of the store, hands still intertwined.

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We went to 2PM’s dorm. On the way there Me and Wooyoung didn’t quite speak of anything that happened.

I watched Wooyoung as he knocked on the door. “Who dares enter my lair?” a voice on the other side said, aware that we were being looked at on the tiny peek-hole on the door.

Wooyoung smirked and said “It’s me you dumb-ass” he waved at the peek hole “and I have someone here with me” he stepped away to the side to give way to me. A few seconds later I heard locks snapping to an open. The door opened “Hi I’m Taecyeon and welcome to my crib, come on in MTV and I’ll show you around” he joked.

I laughed “Nice try Taecyeon” and he held up his hand for a high five and we high fived like we were football players. “Too bad, I’ve always wanted to show my crib to MTV” he chukled.

“Well we’re not MTV so are you going to let us in?” Wooyoung said. He seemed annoyed. Taecyeon moved aside to let us in.

One thing I noticed about their dorm. It’s Messy. There are shoes thrown around the house, books and CDs lay on the floor. I saw Junho and Junsu seated on the couch watching television they turned their attention to me when we walked in “Omo~ Dara! Hey there!” Junsu said. “Annyeong Dara noona” Junho waved.

I smiled to both of them “Hi guys!” approached them and high fived them both.

“Where’s Chansung and Nichkhun?” I heard Wooyoung ask. I’ve nearly forgotten about him.

Taecyeon closed the door behind him “Chansung is in his room sleeping, hang over I guess and Nichkhun….” he paused as he walked toward us “….he said he’ll be going out to fix some things” Taecyeon said as if something was wrong.

Wooyoung sighed and looked up to Taecyeon again “Is it Yoona?” Wooyoung asked.

Taecyeon smirked “How would I know? But he looked pissed when he went out. We couldn’t even talk to him”

“Poor guy” Wooyoung said in a sorry voice.

I didn’t know what was going on except the fact that Nichkhun and Yoona are dating. I remembered Yoona breaking up with Donghae and they dated only for 2 weeks. I wondered if they got into fights or Nichkhun couldn’t keep up with Yoona anymore. What if Me and Wooyoung got into a fight too? but we often fight though it’s not that serious. We fight over little things. I seem to forgive Wooyoung quickly. “Anyway why did you bring Dara here? It’s been ages since we’ve had a girl inside our dorm” I heard Teacyeon say and it brought me back to reality.

“You might give her the wrong idea. I only brought her here because I wanted her to see our dorm” Wooyoung said.

“and It’s too early for me to go home anyway” I butted in.

“Cmon I’ll show you to my room” he said and I followed him.

Wooyoung’s room wasn’t quite messy at all. He has this big book shelf with books organized alphabetically. A chair lays beside the window and on the other side there was a Keyboard. There were band posters in his room and his bed was in a plain white sheet tucked properly. “Wow, how long did it take you to get your room ready for my critiques?” I asked.

He laughed and closed the door “Who said I cleaned this up for you? My room is always like this. I’m not like the other guys”

I sat in his bed and was still looking around his room observing every piece of it “Well I can say you have a nice room”

He sat beside me and out of the blue he asked “Did you get jealous when the girl hugged me?”

I looked into him, confused and said “What? Why are you asking me this?….” I sighed “Well, It would be a lie if I said I didn’t”

He looked into my eyes “I knew it” and laughed a bit “I saw the look in your eyes. Well, she asked if she can hug me and I said yes. Nothing to worry about she’s just a fan” his face was now so close to mine I could feel his breath.

I looked down at my hands they were getting kinda sweaty. “When we walked out of the shop. Did you really wanted them to see that?” I asked.

“See what?….” then his eyes widened as he remembered “Oh, yes. Don’t worry, even if they tell it to people they’ll have no proof” he said and sighed “It’s just….Don’t you think we should let Mr. YG know about our relationship? We can’t hide from everything, someday they’ll manage to find out” He held my hands tightly.

“Wooyoung, as much as I want to. I don’t think now is the right~” The next thing I knew is that his lips were against mine.

Fear Of Flying (CHAPTER 2)

A WOODARA (WOOYOUNG+DARA) FANFIC

Wooyoung’s P.O.V

It’s 10:00PM when me and the boys had drink together for a long time in our apartment.

“Yah Wooyoung-ah…. how is Dara noona?” Chansung asked, already drunk.

I smiled. “She’s fine”

“Dara noona is very pretty….so is Heechul” He continued and All of us laughed.

Chansung is the weakest when it comes to alcohol. He is definitely the maknae. I stood up from where I was seated “Junho help me with this guy, He had too much alcohol” I said as we carried Chansung back to his room. After we dumped maknae back to his bed. I decided to go to my room to have some time alone.

I lied back down on my bed and checked my phone for messages. One was from Yoona (“Wooyoung oppa, will you please tell Nichkhun to answer my calls.”) I smirked and deleted her message. It’s their relationship, I don’t wanna get involved. Another text was from Tiffany (“Saw you this evening, but I guess you didn’t notice me. Text me if you’re bored ^^”) I ignored it for she always keeps on texting me.

The last message was from Dara (“Hey I found those shoes you were looking for, It’s in a shop near our apartment”) I smiled and quickly replied.

~”really? hey let’s go out tomorrow, and check out those shoes “

She replied back (“Go out? that’ll be dangerous kkkkkkkk”)

~”How do you know? We didn’t even try yet. C’mon It’ll be fun”

(“Are you sure about this? You know how dangerous it can get when people find out..”)

~”Do you trust me?”

(“Yes, but….”)

then another message came in quickly (“oh okay! tomorrow then”) I laughed then got excited.

~”Thank you :-* I’ll pick you up tomorrow. Sleep tight…..saranghae ^^”

(“See you tomorrow, saranghae jang wooyoung :-*”)

I sighed in excitement and found it hard to sleep that night.

Me and Dara have been dating for 3 months. Ever since I laid eyes on her I started to like her more and more. My co-members and her co-members know that we’re dating, even JYP hyung knows. The sad thing is, Mr. YG doesn’t know. Dara is too afraid to tell him yet, because they have a dating rule and she knows clearly that she’s breaking the rule.

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I borrowed Taecyeon’s car. An old toyota that was originally from his parents and which he rarely uses. Nothing fancy though, It looked normal enough for me and Dara to drive around the city. I was in a simple hoodie and jeans and to hide a little bit but not to make anything suspicious I put on an NY cap.

I pulled the car to a stop infront of their dorm. I waited for a few minutes and I saw someone in black tee and black jeans with a pink cap walking towards the car. It was Dara. As she got inside the car and slided into the seat beside me, she took off her cap. “You have no idea what I’ve been through” and she sighed in relief.

“What exactly? and……..What are you wearing? are you going undercover? spying someone?” I said as I stared at her outfit.

She looked down at her outfit and frowned back at me “I thought this was something people wear to make them less noticeable”

“Well yeah, but Dara, seriously….” I grabbed the Pink cap from her hand “….a pink cap?” and pointed it out to her. “I actually thought that…..” I paused and rested my hands on the steering wheel avoiding her eyes “….You were kinda hot with the all black outfit” I couldn’t resist so I glanced back at her to see her reaction “but then the pink cap ruined it” I laughed.

She didn’t laugh back though. She was still frowning at me “Do boyfriends actually say that to their girlfriends?” I heard her hiss “…Boys” and rested back on her seat.

I still couldn’t help but laugh when she gets mad at me. It’s like taking candy from a little kid and they’ll have tantrums. “I was kidding, okay. So where exactly are those shoes you were talking about located?” I asked.

She glanced back at me. Her frown almost gone “Oh just around that corner” she pointed to the street infront of us “Just turn left there and a few blocks there’s a shop. It’s not hard to find though, It’s the only shop there and they have this wide display of shoes.”

“Okay then let’s go” I said and we took off.

I parked the car just infront of the shop Dara was talking about and cut off the engine when Dara was about to get off the car I grabbed her arm. “Wait. Dara, remember to stay as far as possible from other people inside. When you think that they know who you are, signal me not to come closer to you or shoo me away so they won’t see us together. Okay?” I said and she yanked off her arm.

“Yes Yes, Wooyoung, I know” She rolled her eyes “Look, nobody is even inside except the cashier” She pointed inside the shop. “Relax Wooyoung” she said and her eyes were now gentle as she held my hand and smiled.

Dara put her cap back on and we got off the car then went inside the shop. The shop was full of different brands of shoes and the smell of rubber and plastic filled the room. “Where did you see those kicks I was looking for?” I asked her as we were scanning through the rack of Nike shoes.

“I saw it last time displayed infront, but I guess they took it off” She looked around the store. I heard the shop’s door open and saw two teenage girls walk in. “Stay here, I’ll ask that guy” Dara said as she pointed to the guy on the cashier who looked too serious to disturb in reading a mens magazine. “Be careful though, I don’t like that guy” I warned her and she walked towards the cashier.

I was checking out the Vans section of the shop. Looking through the artistic shoes displayed on the rack when I heard a girl behind me “Uhm excuse me…..Wooyoung oppa?” I glanced back expecting Dara but instead there were two girls. The two teenage girls who just walked inside the shop. The girl that spoke was short haired with a camera at hand. The other one was long haired standing behind her friend clutching the sleeve of her friends’ jacket. “Oh my god! It really is you!” the short haired girl freaked out. I heard the other girl squeel.

I smiled back at them “Oh hey there. Sup guys?” I saw the long haired girl pushing her friend.

“Uhm we were wondering if we can take a picture with you?” The girl with the camera said shyly. Without hesitation I said “Sure! Why not?” Until I heard another girl walking towards us. I glanced beside me and my eyes widened in panic as I saw her walking toward us, too busy looking at the shoes that were on her hands. “Wooyoung the guy said that it’s out of stock but look at this Vans shoes, They’ll look good on~” She was cut off as her gaze went up to us “~you.”

We were all staring at her and she was staring at me and in her look I can say that she was saying to me ‘shoot we’re screwed’.

I thought that our disguise would work and no one would notice half of our face until “OMO~ Sandara Park! Dara unnie!” said the girl with the camera in excitement squeeling with her friend.

Dara shot me a look that says ‘what now?‘ I too didn’t know what to do because we only talked about ‘shooing me away’ when people found out who she is but It was too late for shooing anyone anyway.Thoughts about what may happen lead chills down to my spine. For a moment there I thought that this will lead to chaos when these two girls, our fans and dara’s fans and the people find out that me and Dara are dating or worse, the end of our relationship.

Fear Of Flying (CHAPTER 1)

A WOODARA (WOOYOUNG+DARA) FANFIC

Dara’s POV

“Good job guys!” Junsu said as we went down from the stage after our performance. The other 2PM members bowed as we passed by, me and my girls bowed back at them, and then there he was…flashing his beautiful smile at me, The guy that made my life worthliving….Jang Wooyoung.

I smiled back at him then quickly but carefully he grabbed my hand with a tight grip as if he wouldn’t want to let go. “Meet you later” He whispered closely that I could feel his warm breath through my ear.

I just giggled a bit as I slowly yanked off my hand, so no one can see.

We got back to our own dressing room and watched 2PM perform on TV. I really didn’t care much about how they sang or dance. My eyes were locked to only Wooyoung. the 4 of us were the only ones left in the room as we were watching them. So CL started with the gossips.

“Hey guys, do you know that Yoona and Nichkhun are already dating?” CL enthusiastically said.

“I thought Yoona was dating someone from Super Junior?” Minzy asked switching off her eyes to CL. “Donghae? I was talking to Yuri a while ago, she said already broke up with him” Bom said, joining the conversation.

I totally hear their conversation, but even for one second I couldn’t take my eyes off of Mandu cheeks.

“Ya! Dara-unnie, Do you think you would do what Yoona did too?” CL asked.

“What do you mean?” I said, still not taking my eyes off of the TV.

“Would you break up with him for someone much more better?”

I was bewildered by her question, I finally took my eyes off of the TV and turned back and said “Heck No”

“ssshhhh, someone might hear you guys” Bom warned me “But….you guys have to be careful though, you know how sneaky the media is, they watch your every move” she added.

CL stood up and hugged me “Dara-unnie, just don’t forget that we support you guys” CL said. I saw Minji running to hug us too “And we’re not against your relationship” Minji added. Finally, Bom came in to hug too “Just a quick advice, tell it to Mr. YG as soon as possible, Good luck Girl.”

This is what the celebrity world really is. We Celebrities know who’s with who in real life but don’t actually gossip much about it cuz of our busy schedules and if ever the media finds out, we can just simply deny it. We also break the rules. Who sez we have to be single for 3 years? There are a lot of celebrities who break the dating rule, and I am one.

As 2PM’s performance ended we got out of our dressing room to go to where all the food was. some kind of lounge where all performers hang out. CL and Minji were already munching through the food. Bom was talking to the SHINee guys. Bom is very outgoing, she’s very friendly and talks to anyone, that’s why she’s our source for fresh new gossip.

2PM walked into the room. My heart suddenly fluttered with gladness. As soon as he saw me, he walked towards me, always with a smile on his face.

“Did I make you wait?” He asked.

“Don’t you always?” I said jokingly.

He chuckled a bit and suddenly went to CL to ask something “Hey, can I borrow Dara for a sec?” I heard him say.

CL smiled widely and said “Sure thing, just make sure you’ll return her to us”

“Oh I will” He laughed.

He came back to me with his hand rested on my shoulder “C’mon” He said as we walked.

As soon as we walked out of the room and into the hall where no people were in sight his hand slided to my hand and his warm gentle hand held mine.

We stopped for a moment and he rested me against the wall. I closed my eyes as he leaned closer to my face. I could smell his scent getting closer and closer. I was waiting for his lips to touch mine, Then I heard him chuckle. I opened my eyes and he was staring deeply while his arms wrapped around my waist, refusing to allow any space between us.

“Can you promise me something?” He suddenly asked.

“Anything for you” I said.

“Promise me you’ll be by my side…forever”

“Then I’m forever yours Wooyoung….” I said and smiled as I pinched his cheeks.

Woodara fanfic

Chapter 1

“Wooyoung! 5 more minutes” One of the Head directors said, as I was getting ready for another hosting for SBS inkigayo. Doing the same routine every show got me quite bored. Hosting here, Hosting there, Performing here, Performing there, then giving the award to the winner. Being an Idol is a hard job, So you really have to keep your image stable.

“Ok done!” My make-up artist said. I stood up, Checked my outfit a bit and swiftly walked out of the dressing room. As I walked through the hallways, I passed by different dressing rooms of other artists. There was the dressing room of Girl’s Generation, All of it’s make-up artist were runnning back and forth across their room, trying to make their 9 girls pretty. I can’t count how many times those girls have to look into the mirror, checking their lip gloss, cheking their hair. I also passed by the dressing room of FT Island, Instead of seeing Panicking make-up artists, I heard guitar strums, and there they were practicing a bit for their performance. I even heard something about ‘lip-synching’. But yeah, I didn’t care, It wasn’t my bussiness anyway. Some artists are not what you think they are in reality. Like me.

I went backstage, 2 more minutes were left before the show starts. One of the head directors instructed me to do an interview with Girls Generation before they perform, I acted like I was delighted to do an interview with them. The head director left, then I rolled my eyes. I was on stand-by, 1 more minute left. I wondered where my co-host was? Taecyeon.

“Uhm, Excuse me? Do you know where director Kim is?” a soft voice behind me said. I glanced off my shoulder to see a girl with long brownish hair, perfect eye-line, in a very weird out fit. Then I remembered, It’s ‘palm-tree hair girl’, 2NE1′s Sandara Park. They debuted not long ago, but I still don’t know them well yet, I wonder what hidden attitudes these girls hide I thought to myself. I forced out a smile “I was talking to him a while ago, just wait for him he’ll be back. You’re 2NE1′s Sandara Park right?” I said. She smiled because I knew her name, newbies are annoying to me. “I never thought you’d know my name, we’re just new”.

“Yea, you guys are getting popular, you have a catchy song though” I said. I just hope she won’t use my words to boast about. I was already thinking that she might tell other artists that Wooyoung of 2PM praised 2NE1. “Uhm, May I ask what’s your name?” She said. I was shocked that all this time she didn’t knew who I am.

“Wooyoung-sshi! on the stage now!” One of the staff shouted. I was bewildered and suddenly ran to the stage, ignoring ‘palm-tree hair’ girl.

Five, Four, Three, Two, One….and the camera starts rolling. “Annyeong Haseyo! Welcome to Inkigayo! I’m Wooyoung of 2PM…” I kinda emphasized my name, and hoped that Dara heard. “Even though my co-host, Taecyeon-sshi, isn’t with us today, that doesn’t mean the program won’t go on” I wondered where that bastard went off to, leaving me hosting alone “I know you’re all excited to see our guests for today. We have Girl’s Generation, SHINee, FT Island, Brown Eyed Girls, Davichi and the most anticipated 2NE1!” and there goes the crowd.

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The show ended as soon as I expected, Again, I’ve done the same routine but without Taecyeon. I decided to call him to check where he was, I dialled his numbers as I went to the corner of the hallway.

“Yeoboseyo?” Taecyeon said with a cracky voice. I guess that guy overslept again.
“Yaaaah!”
“Oh sup Wooyoung?” He said.
“Aisssht! Don’t ‘Sup Wooyoung’ me! Taecyeon sshi!~” I shouted, while other people looked at me, I just smiled at them in embarrasment.
“Weyo? Why are you shouting at me?” He said still confused.
“Way to go! You left me here in Inkigayo hosting alone!”
“Is there Inkigayo today!? Aissshht! I forgot! Mianhe Wooyoung-sshi~” He said as I hung up. Damn am I pissed off.

I turned around and saw Dara looking at me, I wonder what that girl’s problem was. I smiled at her pretendingly and said “Oh, hey there, sorry about what happened back then before the show started, I was already in a hurry so~….” I was cut off. “So you’re Wooyoung of 2PM….” She said looking hardly at me. “Yes I am.” I replied and flashed another fake smile at her. “You looked kinda pissed off just when you’re on the phone, Can I help you with something?” She said. I found it funny that she butts in to people’s business like that.
I forced out a laugh and said “Anio, that’s okay, it’s nothing….”

“Oh…I’m really sorry that I didn’t knew your name, I haven’t been familiarizing myself to other idols yet” She said slightly bowing. I tried to look at her face, then she suddenly tilted her head. Our eyes met…I noticed that she has unique eyes….I stared at her for a short while, then I shook my head, wondering why the heck am I staring at her.
“That’s fine, I really don’t expect people to know me. To tell you the truth I really don’t like attention” I stopped for a moment and thought…Did I just tell her a random fact about me? I decided to end our conversation, I might tell her more facts about me, if our conversation continued. “Uhm so yea, I gotta go, It was nice meeting you by the way” I said and we bowed to each other.

As I turned away, I smirked a bit. I was walking away as these question entered my mind…I wonder how will you deal with the crazy life of being an Idol, Sandara Park? Do you really think i’m a nice guy? and most of all Why do I feel somewhat uncomfortable when you’re around?

2NE1+2PM perform on stage together!

calling the hottests and blackjacks! pls help us in this project…
for a 2NE1-2PM collaboration. even though we’re quite out of the time, pls continue email~ing so that we would be noticed.
http://heroismine.livejournal.com/347698.html

wouldn’t it be great to see the two biggest names in kpop perform together???
we’re hoping that you could help us in this project :]
pls also sign this petition…
http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/wewant2timer

PLS SPREAD THE WORD ^^ kamsahamnida

A Little Help :|

there’s this project on our school, more like a contest ) …and we need to get more views to win. so if you guys could help us, pls just simply watch the video. It’s all about Peace and Reconciliation. if you have a YT account, pls rate it if you can, COMMENTS would be MUCH MORE appreciated ^^ Thank you SOOOO MUCH to those who viewed and will watch it right now :]

LINK: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r9Gm1h09m10

Boycotting 2PM??

I know some ‘hottests’ are now boycotting 2PM cuz of the ‘Jaebum incident’. On my opinion I think it’s wrong. I’m also a ‘hottest’ and I support jay and I also want him back to 2PM but…why won’t we give him a little more time to escape from all this drama he’s been through. I respect whatever Jay’s decision will be, but I also think he wants to comeback but he’s not yet ready. the other 2PM members are also having a hard time ever since jay left. Jay is still part of 2PM so let’s still support 2PM.

and about JYP, it’s not JYP’s fault Jay left…He only respects jay’s decision so he can’t do anything about it. so pls don’t put hate on JYP, if it weren’t for JYP, there would be no 2PM….

so all we need now is time to think it over, especially jay…
I know that he wants to comeback too, so let’s support him by waiting for him, not rushing him to make a decision ^^ right?

Jaebum Fighting~~! :]

About Jaebum leaving 2PM

I just found out that Jay is leaving 2PM, and yes I’m totally sad right now…
We all know what Jay did in myspace right? but to those ‘antis’…if I tell you “You don’t belong here, go back to where you came from” and make you feel out of place, how would you feel?

well that was how Jay felt when he first visited korea, cuz of those emotions, he posted those comments like he was homesick. What I don’t get is…why are those antis so aggressive? I didn’t expect them to reach to this extent, Jay already apologized a BILLION times. why won’t you just give him a fuckin break? those myspace comments are a long time ago, and Jay also posted good comments about korea, why focus on the bad ones?

I’m just so upset right now. JAY PLS BE STRONG don’t let those fuckin antis bring you down, cuz we HOTTESTS are ready to support you ^^

auditions, card distribution and a sad week

this past few days has been solemn…we lost a great person, but I know someday we’ll meet him again

so yeah….card distribution is almost coming, you don’t know how nervous I am xD Darn, I really hate physics, I just find it really hard, even the teacher…I find it hard to listen to her ) I’m really praying not to have a grade below 80, or else i’m dead T.T or I might be banned from using the computer T.T

I’m kinda busy with our fanclub too, we’re gonna have our first mini project, where we’ll send Dried mangoes to 2pm, I haven’t bought ‘em yet, I was planning on buying a whole box xDDDD then all of them would be labeled “ONLY 4 WooYoung, Nichkhun & Taecyeon” hahaha just kidding, of course I would buy one for each member…nahhh maybe 10 bags for Wooyoung xD I just love Wooyoung he’s so effin cute xD

I was planning on auditioning for JYP entertainment, I was thinking of a good song to sing, “Only You” by 2pm came to my mind…but I find rapping hard. “This Time” by the Wonder Girls also came to my mind, but I haven’t gave it a shot yet. but I’m determined to audition for JYP, it has always been my dream to visit korea xD I’ve recently watched auditions of JYP artists like WG’s Sunye & Ye Eun….then I thought, ‘nothing bad will happen if I gave it a shot, right?’ and there they are now…Sunye & Ye Eun are now part of the Wonder Girls, touring with the Jonas brothers in the US.

So yeah, I’ll update about my audition soon ^^